Success is...?

I did it. I gave up on my environmental science minor. I want to pursue a double majoy in art and philosophy. I did not want to let my Dad down, but I did. He wants me to do more, but I'm not. I feel not good enough. I feel lazy. I feel sad. How can someone feel so sad when they are trying to follow their dream? What am I supposed to do...

"Ariana:

I know you're sick of hearing me trying to explain this to you to perhaps motivate you and I do not want to de-motivate you so this is the last one - click on the "Monday motivation:How bad do you want it" video link in the newsletter below and that is how hard I had to study when I finally decided I was determined to not let them beat me and I was going to graduate from U of Illinois with my degree in Chemical Engineering - to get where I am today. - love, dad."

I cried...